Beneath its surface, a proton teems with activity.
You’ve probably heard that particles such as protons have mass and charge. They also have a property called spin. Technologies such as magnetic resonance imaging harness the proton’s spin to see inside the human body.
While scientists know how to harness spin, they’re still piecing together the story of where a proton’s spin comes from. The SpinQuest experiment at the Department of Energy’s Fermilab may help us understand what the components of spin actually are.
A brief history of how scientists see a proton and its spin
Spin is represented using unitless numbers such as ½ or 1, and, like mass or charge, is an intrinsic property of particles. Protons have a spin of ½ and two orientations: spin up and spin down.
Protons are composed of even smaller particles called quarks and gluons, which have their own spin.
Early proton spin models represented rice porridge. A glutinous rice, signifying the gluons, formed a base for tastier ingredients, namely three quarks bubbling to the surface. In this model, the surface quarks that contributed to the proton’s spin are united by gluons.

In SpinQuest, protons will be fired at a polarized target, shown here. Scientists will measure two different angles related to the particles that result from the beam-target interaction: the angle between a flat surface formed from the resulting particle tracks and the orientation of the target proton’s spin when it points up, and another angle when the target proton’s spin points down. The angle is connected to how the sea quarks contribute to proton spin. Photo: Reidar Hahn, Fermilab
Scientists realized that the rice porridge model oversimplified reality when their experiments yielded an unexpected result: The spins of a proton’s surface quarks did not add up to a proton’s spin-½.
The closer a proton’s surface quarks are to each other, the more mischief they drum up. As it turns out, when the surface quarks get close enough, they exchange gluons, and the gluons themselves generate even more quarks in the form of quark-antiquark pairs. The quark-antiquark pairs, called “sea quarks,” are like carbonation bubbles, disappearing as quickly as they emerge.
Today, spin models are more akin to a potato salad within which many ingredients, including surface quarks, gluons, sea quarks and the interactions among them, meld and contribute to the spin of a proton.
SpinQuest will be one of the first experiments to directly test whether the sea quarks, through their own orbiting motion, are components of proton spin. SpinQuest is supported by the DOE Office of Science.
Studying the sea quarks
Scientists theorize that the sea quarks might balance the books on proton spin. To investigate, they will look oppositely charged muons produced in the SpinQuest experiment.
Wait, muons?
Yes, muons.
SpinQuest starts at Fermilab’s Main Injector accelerator, which will fire our familiar protons at a polarized target. A quark from a proton in the proton beam and an antiquark from a proton in the target will interact, eventually producing a pair of oppositely charged muons, heavier cousins of the electron.
Scientists will then measure two different angles: the angle between a flat surface formed from the muon tracks and the orientation of the target proton’s spin when it points up, and another angle when the target proton’s spin points down.
“The angle between the muon plane and the proton spin polarization is believed to be directly connected to how the sea quarks contribute to proton spin,” said Kun Liu, co-spokesperson for SpinQuest and scientist at Los Alamos National Laboratory.
If SpinQuest scientists see that the angle changes with target proton spin orientation, they can conclude that sea quarks contribute to a proton’s spin in some way, pointing researchers to the sea quarks for the missing components of a proton’s spin. No difference, and scientists need to reexamine the theoretical underpinnings of proton spin.
Dark sector searches
Another project for scientists will be to analyze data from the SpinQuest spectrometer in a search for dark sector particles. This separate experiment could revolutionize our understanding of fundamental structures and interactions in the universe.
Specifically, scientists will look for two dark sector particles – dark photons and dark Higgs bosons, which have ordinary-matter counterparts in photons (light) and Higgs bosons (which confer mass to particles). If discovered, dark photons and dark Higgs bosons could begin to answer questions about the 25% of matter in our universe we know is there but cannot see — dark matter.
“We are able to conduct this dark sector search without diverting any of the proton beam or requiring additional technology,” Liu said. “Because this area of study has such great scientific and discovery potential, we thought it imperative that we also pursue this other fascinating line of inquiry, called a parasitic mode, while SpinQuest is running.”
Setting records in a reuse and recycle effort
Although the experiment will use existing equipment with minor modifications, it was still challenging to build.
“SpinQuest leverages the power of Fermilab’s Main Injector accelerator, but this has created some challenges for the custom-built, polarized target,” said SpinQuest co-spokesperson Dustin Keller and professor at the University of Virginia. “In overcoming these, we might very well set some records.”
The target, which will operate at 1 kelvin, will be subject to the highest-intensity proton beam ever to hit such a target. Once installed and operational, the target and the superconducting magnet that polarizes it will be under constant threat. Bombarding protons will generate heat in both the target and superconducting magnet, excess energy that may limit the potential of the experiment.
To combat the heat load, scientists and engineers assembled a large pumping system that works in tandem with a cryogenic refrigerator developed at the University of Virginia to produce one of the highest-cooling-power evaporation systems to date. The system will keep the target cold and polarized even while under the eye of the intense proton beam.
Such challenges only bring the collaboration together.
“This experiment really gets back to Fermilab’s roots,” said Rick Tesarek of Fermilab, one of the lead scientists on SpinQuest. “It’s a small experiment making a hard measurement with a dedicated group of people, mostly students and postdocs, working to produce a result they only have read about in textbooks.”
After first beam, which is expected in spring 2021, scientists will commission their detector, turn on the target and make sure both operate well under the high-intensity proton beam.
Then, they will start collecting data.
Scientists around the world await results that may change our theoretical understanding of spin, spark new experiments, discover a dark realm of particles or all of the above.
The SpinQuest collaboration consists of 50 individuals from 13 institutions from around the world.
The Office of Science is the single largest supporter of basic research in the physical sciences in the United States and is working to address some of the most pressing challenges of our time. For more information, visit science.energy.gov.
No aspect of Fermilab, past or present — the accomplishments of the Tevatron, the popular Arts and Lecture Series, the education efforts, the world-leading neutrino program — would be what it is today without the contributions of women.
In the early days of the lab, most of the roles occupied by women were administrative support positions, as was the case in many workplaces of the late 1960s. While opportunities for women greatly expanded at the lab over its more-than-50-year history, the importance of administrative assistants hasn’t diminished. Then, as now, administrative positions were critical to to the operation of the lab, and they continue to be frequently held by women.
One of the first women to play an important role in shaping Fermilab was lab artist Angela Gonzales. It was so important to Robert Wilson, Fermilab’s first director, for the lab to have an environment that was aesthetically inspiring that Gonzales was the 11th person he hired. She developed the lab’s iconic logo and distinctive color scheme, and she designed imaginative covers for the lab’s publications.
As time went on, more opportunities opened to women at the lab, especially in technical and leadership roles. One of the most notable women in the lab’s early history was accelerator physicist Helen Edwards, who was hired in 1970. She oversaw the design, construction, commissioning and operation of the Tevatron. The Tevatron, which was the world’s most powerful accelerator for many years, allowed the lab’s experiments CDF and DZero to discover the top quark in 1995. She won a MacArthur Fellowship in 1988 and, along with several of her colleagues, the National Medal of Technology in 1989 for her work on the Tevatron.
Fermilab archivist and historian Valerie Higgins presented a virtual talk on the history of women at Fermilab on Feb. 22.
In the subsequent decades, too many women to name have played key roles at the lab. Young-Kee Kim was the first woman to serve as the lab’s deputy director, a position she held from 2006 to 2013. Other women have been and continue to be leaders in experimental physics, theoretical physics, accelerator physics, computing, education, engineering, workforce development, administration, quantum science and many other areas at the lab.
The people mentioned here are just a small fraction of the women who have made the lab what it is today; any of these women, and hundreds of other women who have served at the lab, could have an entire article devoted just to their contributions.
On International Women’s Day, we honor the contributions of all Fermilab women to science.
Valerie Higgins is the Fermilab archivist and historian.
Mayling Wong-Squires became Farah Fahim’s mentor in 2019 through a mentorship program at the Department of Energy’s Fermilab. Fahim is now a principal engineer and deputy head of quantum science. She works on microelectronics for detectors and sensors operating in extreme environments. In 2019 she’d just received her Ph.D. and was returning from maternity leave. Wong-Squires, principal engineer and head of the Mechanical Support Department in the Accelerator Division, had four years under her belt in leading a team that supports accelerator operations and all its auxiliary mechanical systems. Their relationship has bridged the gap from colleague to friend, and that perhaps even wider chasm — from electrical to mechanical engineering.
Do you feel like being mentored has contributed to you succeeding in your pursuit of leadership at the lab?
FF: Definitely. When we started our mentoring relationship, I did not have a leadership role.
I suffer from impostor syndrome and often have many doubts about myself. Mayling makes me feel I deserve to be where I need to be. I tend to have more confidence in myself when somebody else has confidence in me.
Other than that, it’s basically me lamenting to Mayling all the time. You find that when you’re an engineer getting into any leadership role, you need to change a great deal because your work shifts from being technical, which is all about logic and expertise, to being managerial, which is all about relationships and communication. Having Mayling there helped me a great deal to gain the right perspective, I am undergoing growing pains, as she calls it.
MWS: Farah, you make me sound like I’m so knowledgeable or wise or whatever. Truthfully, from my perspective, all I did was listen. And maybe if I had something to share, I’d share my experience. It’s so good to hear that whatever I did helped, because it was so easy.
I do think it’s valuable for us to have that person, that mentor to just listen without judgment, without criticism and to encourage. But it’s clear to me you are very good at what you do. You are so knowledgeable in your area of expertise. How could I not say that you are good at it?
FF: When you have somebody providing that encouragement, not trying to fix things but truly listening, it helps you to think things through!
Of course, I cannot talk about some of these things with anybody else. I have this open environment with Mayling. There have been days where I’ve just whined. Someone says, “Oh, it changes, it gets better, I think you’re doing the right thing.” That becomes the voice of reason in my head, even when Mayling is not there.
I think if I didn’t have that, I would have quit and run. Having somebody express that faith in you — it makes a huge difference.
What do you think is the importance of mentor-mentee relationships for women in STEM?
MWS: Right now, there are fewer women in STEM than men. So a woman may not see someone that looks like herself in the classroom, in the office or in the meeting room. This may compound any doubts or concerns that she has. To hear that from a mentor, especially for a woman to say to another woman, “You be you and you are good at what you do and don’t forget that,” that is really valuable.
FF: Mayling is right. I’m not trying to generalize here. The way we approach things as women — there are men who approach things like this as well — but overwhelmingly women tend to internalize things. Our failures mean more to us than our successes do. What I mean by that is that when we do have a large success, we probably take a small step within ourselves to feel accomplished, but when we have a failure, we take a large step backwards.
Knowing that we are very self-critical, understanding it, people saying we tend to be that way, that does help a great deal to overcome self-doubt, which is something that holds women back.
I have always felt it easier to work in the background, not put myself in front, and I share credit with the entire team for my work and accomplishments. It’s almost like I have defined that environment and set up some expectations. It’s not that people are taking advantage of me. It’s because I am not willing to step up and take credit for myself. Then you end up creating that atmosphere, and people end up thinking that’s the way it should be. Finally, when I want to stand up and be recognized, the world around me doesn’t change at the same rate as I am changing. People are taken aback. They don’t think that they’re doing anything wrong. It’s the status quo. Then you struggle more because now you start doubting yourself and enter a vicious cycle of low self-esteem. Notice how my response is also self-critical!
Is there anything we haven’t talked about that you want readers to know?
FF: I want to encourage everybody to get a mentor irrespective of what stage of their career they are in. Role models are good because it’s somebody you aspire to be like, but then when you get to have a mentor, somebody’s showing you the path of how to get there. It’s super useful.
Mayling is a mechanical engineer. I’m an electrical engineer. It’s not the same relationship you would expect from your manager. It has more to do with your personal growth that is required with your new position or your aspirational level. I think that’s what a mentoring relationship really gets, or gives, you. Because along with the technical growth you are getting in your job, you need that personal growth and maturity to climb up the ladder or work with different people or whatever it is that you’re trying to achieve. Mentoring gets you that aspect.
MWS: The work at the lab is unique and calls for engineers to concentrate technically in specialized areas. So on the surface, a mechanical engineer working on accelerators talking to an ASIC engineer who focuses on detectors — where’s the connection there? But it was a very natural thing for me to talk with Farah, maybe because what she goes through is not uncommon.
And I gained a friend. I’m super proud of her.
Fermilab is supported by the DOE Office of Science. The Office of Science is the single largest supporter of basic research in the physical sciences in the United States and is working to address some of the most pressing challenges of our time. For more information, visit science.energy.gov.




